And we arrived the other night at 2017. I stayed in and cooked all weekend. I made a corned beef brisket and had a Reuben. Made potato soup. And on the first, chili and refried beans.

It makes me feel a little nauseated to know two years ago today, we were all waiting for you to walk the road to your last breath.

If I am honest. I still feel a large emptiness in me, while still attempting to participate in life. Apprehensive about what lies ahead for humanity.

I can still see you when I close my eyes and I can still hear your laughter in my head and for that, I am grateful. Still, I miss you like…no words for it.

I’m here.


About iwentcrazy

I am very, very, very average. And very, very, very lucky.

Posted on January 2, 2017, in Me and tagged . Bookmark the permalink. Leave a comment.

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