Old Ways (don’t work now)
How strange it was to find the old writings I have. So much still holds true. Strange to read my old way of looking at the worst to come. It still felt like if I slipped my foot in the pant-leg, the whole thing would fit. It scared me. Scared me real good.
I was able to really take that out, and EXAMINE it. It touched me some, but I decided it isn’t the right way for me to abruptly turn after so much in my life, prior to this and him, fit perfectly. I don’t want to change that or rekindle old negative shit.
Some things should take time, be examined, then jumped into…or not.
I CAN breathe. I can continue playing with Universe and not fear my own back-step.