Monthly Archives: January 2013
I accept your words, in the kindness you offered them up with.
I can even accept that love alone, is not a virtue.
I do believe that the way I arrived at love, was the right way for me.
I did not run to love, out of fear.
I arrived at love after I faced each and every one of my worst fears, head on, and survived to find forgiveness and love.
Not only did I survive, but I began to grow in ways I had been held back from prior to the now.
So I accept your words, but I have never claimed to have the answers. I am searching, alone, with no guide other than what my instincts are telling me. My instincts are telling me to pay attention to my soul connection.
If you are hurting, know that you are loved.
If you feel you don’t matter, know that you DO!
If you are having trouble, stop…breathe out, and just be in the moment.
Life hasn’t been perfect, and it is hard to try new things when we haven’t been taught to properly dare and dream, but if I have learned anything this last year, it is that some of us, need to open up to accepting love. Even if we crave it and want it, we don’t always believe we deserve it.
Please remember, repeat after me if you need to:
I deserve nothing less than Love, as do you.
Now please take the love I have offered, and go share it. I gladly give it to you as the amount we have to share, is truly infinite!
The only reason the Government would dare to label an everyday American Citizen a terrorist, is that they, the Government finally and openly are showing their fear of us.
This is when the energy shifts in favor of the people.
As more and more of us wake up, and I can see it in my search results and what people are searching, awareness raises.
THIS is the gold.
Skeptical people, are good, it means they are at least thinking. Thinking people are not people who are still completely sleeping. I do believe the slumber is ending. It can’t help but be ending as we DID move into the Golden Age on 12.21.2012. Just because you can’t see it people, doesn’t mean it isn’t there. Just because you don’t understand it, doesn’t mean it isn’t there, just because some are still sleeping, doesn’t mean others aren’t waking up and telling two friends, who tell two friends.
The people who are stopping by my blog, are arriving here via the following search/keywords:
peoples trust 1776, the peoples trust 1776, the peoples trust 1776 -, jim lee haarp
People are searching. People know things aren’t right. People are changing vibration and must resonate in accordance to the new vibrations.
I don’t even care if I sound like a new age hippy anymore. Change is coming. Change is here.
I can’t say I trust the internet intel, though I enjoy reading it. It gives me an idea of what people are thinking and searching for. I do believe a lot of what is put out there is side tracking garbage.
I do not buy into channelling, nor anyone who asks for money for doing so. I’m indigenous and I just do not believe that selling anything related to sacred information costs money. When you are telling me that The Universe and my creator have sent you, you are claiming sacred connections. Your paypal accounts outs you…sorry. Just HMO.
What I do know, is that we left Pieces, and have moved on to Aquarius. This IS the Golden Age, and just because mass disclosures and immediate bliss didn’t explode like rocket ships in a long overdue session of afternoon delight, doesn’t mean the change didn’t happen and that we are not gradually moving more into the awareness that comes with the slow and gradual changes. I personally believe as we reach the hundredth monkey, it will start speeding up.
So HELLO!!!!! Toronto, Palo Alto, Vancouver (Washington), Ottawa, Simpsonville (I know who this is), Lafayette, Lees Summit, Newland, Boone, Milan, Lombardia, Italy, Calgary, Quesnel, Orlando, Gig Harbor, Bloomingdale, Bothell, Leechburg, Fishers, Clifton Park, Vashon (hollah!), Cave Junction, Kelso, Santiago, Veraguas, Panama, Quezon City, Philippines, Aiea, Albuquerque, Brisbane, Queensland, Australia, United Kingdom, Istanbul, Turkey, and all the others! Your curiosity greatly pleases me!
It looks like the war games have begun.
Shall we play a game?
The choice to play was taken long ago…What will happen, who will spill first?
For a while now, I have gone inside and done some reflecting. It has been kind of hard because I wound up opening and looking at some of my trauma. I realized that when I went crazy and fell in love with everything, I didn’t deal with a couple of important things in regards to the baggage.
I used my love as a way to not feel the emotion I should have felt in order to move through it and on. Yesterday, everything sort of came to a head for me emotionally. I had my bad day. I felt sorry for myself, and angry at the wrong people, for the wrong reasons. I allowed myself to be pissy for the day, but I didn’t act out on anyone or anything.
Today I was making coffee and it slapped me! I knew what was wrong, what my issue was, why my issue was, and I was able to laugh at it. I did what I needed to do. I sat down, and was back in that moment. I re-lived it. It was so real, I gasped at the moment of “body memory” (?). I cried.
I felt the sadness and betrayal, accepted it for what it was, and let it go, because I can’t go back there and it can’t continue to creep back in every time I take 5 steps forward.
I have to decide what I keep and what becomes a memory. This one, I have to let go of. And just like that…I become a little more free.
Now if I could figure out if I have tinnitus, or if there is another reason I am constantly hearing tones reminiscent of a hearing test all the freaking time!