A Life with Intent
My life has never really had intent to it. I’ve always intended to just survive, and that is about all I have done.
There has come a point though, where I understand, I have been living the intent I was placing out there. When you don’t expect much, you don’t usually get more than you ask for.
When you accept, within yourself, that you don’t really deserve much, that is what you’ll get. I am so glad I have seen this. I have been very blessed this last year. I had the worst things happen to me, and my worst fears have played out, yet from the wreckage of my life, I found support, friends, new family and that I have this amazing kick ass ability to continue to love.
I realized the other day that I have been living a life with intent for the last year. My intent was to manifest love. In doing so, I learned to love myself. I have never done this before. I began to see others in me, and myself in others. I began to be willing to accept anything, as long as it is “rooted” in love. I believe love is a secret that most people don’t get.
The last thing I was looking for a year ago as I left a very bad “relationship”, was romantic love. I was looking for something bigger, then it happened. I had my awakening, my epiphany, my connection to the source was tapped, and I began living in love. I felt like I was falling in love with humanity, and Universe began truly teaching me…or is it that I truly began listening? Whatever is and was, has been beautiful and has swept me off my feet.
In the process though, I did find romantic love. He is now part of the love intent. I feel blessed to have found each other again. He reminded me that life wasn’t always full of trauma. He helped me find a part of me I had lost,or hidden, or wouldn’t let anyone get at. He doesn’t know it, because he didn’t know part of me was missing, but in talking to him again after 30 years, there I was.
Since I have been living my life with intent to it, manifestation happens. I am getting off on seeing it. Sometimes Universe really makes me work at it, errrr, sometimes it takes me a bit to get the message from Universe and learn my lesson, but there is a wink and a nod that was never present before.
Life with intent, is a good thing.